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Exercises
From
The Old Man and the Sea (II)
It was on the third turn
that he saw the fish first.
He saw him
first as a dark shadow that took so long to pass under the
boat that he could not believe its length.
"No,"
he said. "He can't be that big."
But he was
that big and at the end of this circle he came to the surface
only thirty yards away and the man saw his tail out of water.
It was higher than a big scythe blade and a very pale lavender
above the dark blue water. It raked back and as the fish swam
just below the surface the old man could see his huge bulk
and the purple stripes that banded him. His dorsal fin was
down and his huge pectorals were spread wide.
On this circle
the old man could see the fish's eye and the two gray sucking
fish that swam around him. Sometimes
they attached themselves to him. Sometimes they
darted off. Sometimes they would swim easily in his shadow.
They were each over three feet long and when they swam fast
they lashed their whole bodies like eels.
The old man
was swearing now but from something else besides the sun.
On each calm placid turn the fish made he was gaining line
and he was sure that in two turns more he would have a chance
to get the harpoon in.
But I must
get him close, close, close, he thought. I mustn't try for
the head. I must get the heart.
"Be
calm and strong, old man," he said.
On the next
circle the fish's back was out but he was a little too far
from the boat. On the next circle he was still too far away
but he was higher out of water and the old man was sure that
by gaining some more line he could have him alongside.
He had rigged
his harpoon long before and its coil of light rope was in
a round basket and the end was made fast to the bitt in the
bow.
The fish was
coming in on his circle now calm and beautiful looking and
only his great tail moving. The old man pulled on him all
that he could to bring him closer. For just a moment the fish
turned a little on his side. Then he straightened himself
and began another circle.
"I
moved him," the old man said. "I
moved him then."
He felt faint
again now but he held on the great fish all the strain that
he could. I moved him, he thought. Maybe this time I can get
him over. Pull, hands, he thought. Hold up, legs. Last for
me, head. Last for me. You never went. This time I'll put
him over.
But when he
put all of his effort on, started it well out before the fish
came alongside and pulling with all his strength, the fish
pulled part way over and then righted himself and swam away.
"Fish,"
the old man said. "Fish, you are
going to have to die anyway. Do you have to kill me too?"
That way nothing
is accomplished, he thought. His mouth was too dry to speak
but he could not reach for the water now. I must get him alongside
this time, he thought. I am not good for many more turns.
Yes you are, he told himself. You're good for ever.
On the next
turn, he nearly had him. But
again the fish righted himself and swam slowly away.
You are killing
me fish, the old man thought. But you have a right to. Never
have I seen a greater, or more beautiful, or a calmer or more
noble thing than you, brother. Come on and kill me. I do not
care who kills who.
Now you are
getting confused in the head, he thought. You must keep your
head clear. Keep your head clear and know how to suffer like
a man. Or a fish, he thought.
"Clear
up, head," he said in a
voice he could hardly hear. "Clear up."
Twice more
it was the same on the turns.
I do not know,
the old man thought. He had been on the point of feeling
himself go each time. I do not know. But I will try it once more.
He tried it
once more and he felt himself going when he turned the fish.
The fish righted himself and swam off again slowly with the
great tail weaving in the air.
I'll try it
again, the old man promised, although his hands were mushy
now and he could only see well in flashes.
He tried it
again and it was the same. So, he thought, and he felt himself
going before he started; I will try it once again.
He took all
his pain and what was left of his strength and his long gone
pride and he put it against the fish's agony and the fish
came over onto his side and swam gently on his side, his bill
almost touching the planking of the skiff and started to pass
the boat, long, deep, wide, silver and barred with purple
and interminable in the water.
The old man
dropped the line and put his foot on it and lifted the harpoon
as high as he could and drove it down with all his strength,
and more strength he had just summoned, into the fish's side
just behind the great chest fin that rose high in the air
to the altitude of the man's chest. He felt the iron go in
and he leaned on it and drove it further and then pushed all
his weight after it.
Then the fish
came alive, with his death in him, and rose high out of the
water showing all his great length and width and all his power
and his beauty. He seemed to hang in the air above the old
man in the skiff. Then he fell into the water with a crash
that sent spray over the old man and over all of the skiff.
The old man
felt faint and sick and he could not see well. But he cleared
the harpoon line and let it run slowly through his raw hands
and, when he could see, he saw the fish was on his back with
his silver belly up. The shaft of the harpoon was projecting
at an angle from the fish's shoulder and the sea was
discoloring with the red of the blood from his heart. First it was dark as a shoal in
the blue water that was more than a mile deep. Then it spread
like a cloud. The fish was silver and still and floated with
the waves.
The
old man looked carefully in the glimpse of vision that he
had. Then he took two turns of the harpoon line
around the bitt in the bow and laid his head on his hands.
"Keep
my head clear," he said
against the wood of the bow. "I am a tired old man. But I
have killed this fish which is my brother and now I must do
the slave work."
Now I must
prepare the nooses and the rope to lash him alongside, he
thought. Even if we were two and swamped her to load him and
bailed her out, this skiff would never hold him. I must prepare
everything, then bring him in and lash him well and step the
mast and set sail for home.
He started
to pull the fish in to have him alongside so that he could
pass a line through his gills and out his mouth and make his
head fast alongside the bow. I want to see him, he thought,
and to touch and to feel him. He is my fortune, he thought.
But that is not why I wish to feel him. I think I felt his
heart, he thought. When I pushed on the harpoon shaft the
second time. Bring him in now and make him fast and get the
noose around his tail and another around his middle to bind
him to the skiff.
"Get
to work, old man," he said.
He took a very small drink of the water. "There is very much
slave work to be done now that the fight is over."
He looked
up at the sky and then out to his fish. He looked at the sun
carefully. It is not much more than noon, he thought. And
the is rising. The
lines all mean nothing now. The boy and I will splice them
when we are home.
"Come
on, fish," he said. But
the fish did not come. Instead he lay there wallowing now
in the seas and the old man pulled the skiff up onto him.
When he was
even with him and had the fish's head against the bow he could
not believe his size. But he untied the harpoon rope from
the bitt, passed it through the fish's gills and out his jaws,
made a turn around his sword then passed the rope through
the other gill, made another turn around the bill and knotted
the double rope and made it fast to the bitt in the bow. He
cut the rope then and went astern to noose the tail. The fish
had turned silver from his original purple and silver, and
the stripes showed the same pale violet color as his tail.
They were wider than a man's hand with his fingers spread
and the fish's eye looked as detached as the mirrors in a
periscope or as a saint in a procession.
"It was
the only way to kill him," the
old man said. He was feeling better since the water and he
knew he would not go away and his head was clear. He's over
fifteen hundred pounds the way he is, he thought. Maybe much
more. If he dresses out two thirds of that at thirty cents
a pound?
"I need
a pencil for that," he
said. "My head is not that clear. But I think the great DiMaggio
would be proud of me today. I had no bone spurs. But the hands
and the back hurt truly." I
wonder what a bone spur is, he thought. Maybe we have them
without knowing of it.
He made the
fish fast to bow and stern and to the middle thwart. He was
so big it was like lashing a much bigger skiff alongside.
He cut a piece of line and tied the fish's lower jaw against
his bill so his mouth would not open and they would sail as
cleanly as possible. Then he stepped the mast and, with the
stick that was his gaff and with his boom rigged, the patched
sail drew, the boat began to move, and half lying in the stern
he sailed southwest.
He did not
need a compass to tell him where southwest was. He only needed
the feel of the trade wind and the drawing of the sail. I
better put a small line out with a spoon on it and try and
get something to eat and drink for the moisture. But he could
not find a spoon and his sardines were rotten. So he hooked
a patch of yellow gulf weed with the gaff as they passed and
shook it so that the small shrimps that were in it fell onto
the planking of the skiff. There were more than a dozen of
them and they jumped and kicked like sand fleas. The old man
pinched their heads off with his thumb and forefinger and
ate them chewing up the shells and the tails. They were very
tiny but he knew they were nourishing and they tasted good.
The old man
still had two drinks of water in the bottle and he used half
of one after he had eaten the shrimps. The skiff was sailing
well considering the handicaps and he steered with the tiller
under his arm. He could see the fish and he had only to look
at his hands and feel his back against the stern to know that
this had truly happened and was not a dream. At one time when
he was feeling so badly toward the end, he had thought perhaps
it was a dream. Then when he had seen the fish come out of
the water and hang motionless in the sky before he fell, he
was sure there was some great strangeness and he could not
believe it. Then he could not see well, although now he saw
as well as ever.
Now he knew
there was the fish and his hands and back were no dream. The
hands cure quickly, he thought. I bled them clean and the
salt water will heal them. The dark water of the true gulf
is the greatest healer that there is. All I must do is keep
the head clear. The hands have done their work and we sail
well. With his mouth shut and his tail straight up and down
we sail like brothers. Then his head started to become a little
unclear and he thought, is he bringing me in or am I bringing
him in? If I were towing him behind there would be no question.
Nor if the fish were in the skiff, with all dignity gone,
there would be no question either. But they were sailing together
lashed side by side and the old man thought, let him bring
me in if it pleases him. I am only better than him through
trickery and he meant me no harm.
They sailed
well and the old man soaked his hands in the salt water and
tried to keep his head clear. There were high cumulus clouds
and enough cirrus above them so that the old man knew the
breeze would last all night. The old man looked at the fish
constantly to make sure it was true. It was an hour before
the first shark hit him.
The shark
was not an accident. He had come up from deep down in the
water as the dark cloud of blood had settled and dispersed
in the mile deep sea. He had come up so fast and absolutely
without caution that he broke the surface of the blue water
and was in the sun. Then he fell back into the sea and picked
up the scent and started swimming on the course the skiff
and the fish had taken.
Sometimes
he lost the scent. But he would pick it up again, or have
just a trace of it. And he swam fast and hard on the course.
He was a very big Mako shark built to swim as fast as the
fastest fish in the sea and everything about him was beautiful
except his jaws. His back was as blue as a sword fish's and
his belly was silver and his hide was smooth and handsome.
He was built as a sword fish except for his huge jaws which
were tight shut now as he swam fast, just under the surface
with his high dorsal fin knifing through the water without
wavering. Inside the closed double lip of his jaws all of
his eight rows of teeth were slanted inwards. They were not
the ordinary pyramid-shaped teeth of most sharks. They were
shaped like a man's fingers when they are crisped like claws.
They were nearly as long as the fingers of the old man and
they had razor-sharp cutting edges on both sides. This was
a fish built to feed on all the fishes in the sea, that were
so fast and strong and well armed that they had no other enemy.
Now he speeded up as he smelled the fresher scent and his
blue dorsal fin cut the water.
When the old
man saw him coming he knew that this was a shark that had
no fear at all and would do exactly what he wished. He prepared
the harpoon and made the rope fast while he watched the shark
come on. The rope was short as it lacked what he had cut away
to lash the fish.
The old man's
head was clear and good now and he was full of resolution
but he had little hope. It was too good to last, he thought.
He took one look at the great fish as he watched the shark
close in. It might as well have been a dream, he thought.
I cannot keep him from hitting me but maybe I can get him.
Dentuso, he thought. Bad luck to your mother.
The shark
closed fast astern and when he hit the fish the old man saw
his mouth open and his strange eyes and the clicking shop
of the teeth as he drove forward in the meat just above the
tail. The shark's head was out of water and his back was coming
out and the old man could hear the noise of skin and flesh
ripping on the big fish when he rammed the harpoon down onto
the shark's head at a spot where the line between his eyes
intersected with the line that ran straight back from his
nose. There were no such lines. There was only the heavy sharp
blue head and the big eyes and the clicking, thrusting all-swallowing
jaws. But that was the location of the brain and the old man
hit it. He hit it with his blood-mushed hands driving a good
harpoon with all his strength. He hit it without hope but
with resolution and complete malignancy.
The shark
swung over and the old man saw his eye was not alive and then
he swung over once again, wrapping himself in two loops of
the rope. The old man knew that he was dead but the shark
would not accept it. Then, on his back, with his tail lashing
and his jaws clicking, the shark plowed over the water as
a speed-boat does. The water was white where his tail beat
it and three-quarters of his body was clear above the water
when the rope came taut, shivered, and then snapped. The shark
lay quietly for a little while on the surface and the old
man watched him. Then he went down very slowly.
"He took about
forty pounds," the old
man said aloud. He took my harpoon too and all the rope, he
thought, and now my fish bleeds again and there will be others.
He
did not like to look at the fish anymore since he had been
mutilated. When the fish had been hit it was as
though he himself were hit.
But I killed
the shark that hit my fish, he thought. And he was the biggest
dentuso that I have ever seen. And God knows that I have seen
big ones.
It was too
good to last, he thought. I wish it had been a dream now and
that I had never hooked the fish and was alone in bed on the
newspapers.
"But
man is not made for defeat," he
said. "A man can be destroyed but not defeated." I
am sorry that I killed the fish though, he thought. Now the
bad time is coming and I do not even have the harpoon. The
dentuso is cruel and able and strong and intelligent. But
I was more intelligent than he was. Perhaps not, he thought.
Perhaps I was only better armed.
"Don't
think, old man," he said
aloud. "Sail on this course and take it when it comes."
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