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The Doll's House
By Katherine Mansfield
When dear old Mrs. Hay went back to town after
staying with the Burnells she sent the children a doll's house,
it was so big that the carter and Pat carried it in to the
courtyard, and there it stayed, propped on two wooden boxes
beside the feed- room door. No harm could come of it; it was
summer. And perhaps the smell of paint would have gone off
by the time it had to be taken in. For, really, the smell
of paint coming from that doll's house (" Sweet of old
Mrs. Hay, of course; most sweet and generous!")─but
the smell of paint was quite enough to make any one seriously
ill, in Aunt Beryl's opinion. Even before the sacking was
taken off. And when it was...
There stood the doll's house, a dark, oily, spinach green,
picked out with bright yellow. Its two solid little chimneys,
glued on to the roof, were painted red and white, and the
door, gleaming with yellow varnish, was like a little slab
of toffee. Four windows, real windows, were divided into panels
by a broad streak of green. There was actually a tiny porch,
too, painted yellow, with big lumps of congealed paint hanging
along the edge.
But perfect, perfect little house! Who could possibly mind
the smell? It was part of the joy, part of the newness.
"Open it quickly, some one!"
The hook at the side was stuck fast. Pat pried it open with
his penknife, and the whole house-front swung back, and─there you were, gazing at one and the same moment into the
drawing-room and dining-room, the kitchen and two bedrooms.
That is the way for a house to open! Why don't all houses
open like that? How much more exciting than peering through
the slit of a door into a mean little hall with a hatstand
and two umbrellas! That is─isn't it?─what you long to
know about a house when you put your hand on the knocker.
Perhaps it is the way God opens houses at dead of night when
He is taking a quiet turn with an angel....
"O─oh!" The Burnell children sounded as though they
were in despair. It was too marvelous; it was too much for
them. They had never seen anything like it in their lives.
All the rooms were paired. There were pictures on the walls,
painted on the paper, with gold frames complete. Red carpet
covered all the floors except the kitchen; red plush chairs
in the drawing-room, green in the dining-room; tables, beds
with real bedclothes, a cradle, a stove, a dresser with tiny
plates and one big jug. But what Kezia liked more than anything,
what she liked frightfully, was the lamp. It stood in the
middle of the dining-room table, an exquisite little amber
lamp with a white globe. It was even filled all ready for
lighting, though, of course, you couldn't light it. But there
was something inside that looked like oil, and that moved
when you shook it.
The father and mother dolls, who sprawled very stiff as though
they had fainted in the drawing-room, and their two little
children asleep upstairs, were really too big for the doll's
house. They didn't look as though they belonged. But the lamp
was perfect. It seemed to smile at Kezia, to say, "I
live here." The lamp was real.
The Burnell children could hardly walk to school fast enough
the next morning. They burned to tell everybody, to describe,
to─well─to boast about their doll's house before the school-bell
rang.
"I'm to tell," said Isabel, "because I'm the
eldest. And you two can join in after. But I'm to tell first."
There was nothing to answer. Isabel was bossy, but she was
always right, and Lottie and Kezia knew too well the powers
that went with being eldest. They brushed through the thick
buttercups at the road edge and said nothing.
"And I'm to choose who's to come and see it first. Mother
said I might."
For it had been arranged that while the doll's house stood
in the courtyard they might ask the girls at school, two at
a time, to come and look. Not to stay to tea, of course, or
to come traipsing through the house. But just to stand quietly
in the courtyard while Isabel pointed out the beauties, and
Lottie and Kezia looked pleased...
But hurry as they might, by the time they had reached the
tarred palings of the boys' playground the bell had begun
to jangle. They only just had time to whip off their hats
and fall into line before the roll was called. Never mind.
Isabel tried to make up for it by looking very important and
mysterious and by whispering behind her hands to the girls
near her, "Got something to tell you at playtime."
Playtime came and Isabel was surrounded. The girls of her
class nearly fought to put their arms round her, to walk away
with her, to beam flatteringly, to be her special friend.
She held quite a court under the huge pine trees at the side
of the playground. Nudging, giggling together, the little
girls pressed up close, and the only two who stayed outside
the ring were the two who were always outside, the little
Kelveys. They knew better than to come anywhere near the
Burnells.
For the fact was, the school the Burnell children went to
was not at all the kind of place their parents would have
chosen if there had been any choice. But there was none. It
was the only school for miles. And the consequence was all
the children in the neighborhood, the Judge's little girls,
the doctor's daughters, the storekeeper's children, the milkman's,
were forced to mix together. Not to speak of there being an
equal number of rude, rough little boys as well. But the line
had to be drawn somewhere. It was drawn at the Kelveys. Many
of the children, including the Burnells, were not allowed
even to speak to them. They walked past the Kelveys with their
heads in the air, and as they set the fashion in all matters
of behavior, the Kelveys were shunned by everybody. Even the
teacher had a special voice for them, and a special smile
for the other children when Lil Kelvey came up to her desk
with a bunch of dreadfully common-looking flowers.
They were the daughters of a spry, hardworking little washerwoman,
who went about from house to house by the day. This was awful
enough. But where was Mr. Kelvey? Nobody knew for certain.
But everybody said he was in prison. So they were the daughters
of a washerwoman and a gaolbird. Very nice company for other
people's children! And they looked it. Why Mrs. Kelvey made
them so conspicuous was hard to understand. The truth was
they were dressed in "bits" given to her by the
people for whom she worked. Lil, for instance, who was a stout,
plain child, which big freckles, came to school in a dress
made from a green artserge table-cloth of the Burnells', with
red plush sleeves from the Logans' curtains. Her hat, perched
on top of her high forehead, was a grown-up woman's hat, once
the property of Miss Lecky, the postmistress. It was turned
up at the back and trimmed with a large scarlet quill. What
a little guy she looked! It was impossible not to laugh. And
her little sister, our Else, wore a long white dress, rather
like a nightgown, and a pair of little boy's boots. But whatever
our Else wore she would have looked strange. She was a tiny
wishbone of a child, with cropped hair and enormous solemn
eyes─a little white owl. Nobody had ever seen her smile;
she scarcely ever spoke. She went through life holding on
to Lil, with a piece of Lil's skirt screwed up in her handed.
Where Lil went our Else followed. In the playground, on the
road going to and from school, there was Lil marching in front
and our Else holding on behind. Only when she wanted anything,
or when she was out of breath, our Else gave Lil a tug, a
twitch, and Lil stopped and turned round. The Kelveys never
failed to understand each other.
Now they hovered at the edge; you couldn't stop them listening.
When the little girls turned round and sneered, Lil, as usual,
gave her silly, shame-faced smile, but our Else only looked.
And Isabel's voice, so very proud, went on telling. The carpet
made a great sensation, but so did the beds with real bedclothes,
and the stove with an oven door.
When she finished Kezia broke in. "You've forgotten the
lamp, Isabel."
"Oh, yes," said Isabel, "and there's a teeny
little lamp, all made of yellow glass, with a white globe
that stands on the dining-room table. You couldn't tell it
from a real one."
"The lamp's best of all," cried Kezia. She thought
Isabel wasn't making half enough of the little lamp. But nobody
paid any attention. Isabel was choosing the two who were to
come back with them that afternoon and see it. She chose Emmie
Cole and Lena Logan. But when the others knew they were all
to have a chance, they couldn't be nice enough to Isabel.
One by one they put their arms round Isabel's waist and walked
her off. They had something to whisper to her, a secret. "Isabel's
my friend."
Only the little Kelveys moved away forgotten; there was nothing
more for them to hear.
Days passed, and as more children saw the doll's house, the
fame of it spread. It became the one subject, the rage. The
one question was, "Have you seen Burnells' doll house?
Oh, ain't it lovely!" "Haven't you seen it? Oh,
I say!"
Even the dinner hour was given up to talking about it. The
little girls sat under the pines eating their thick mutton
sandwiches and big slabs of honey cake spread with butter.
While always, as near as they could get, sat the Kelvey, our
Else holding on to Lil, listening too, while they chewed their
jam sandwiches out of a newspaper soaked with large red blobs...
"Mother," said Kezia, "can't
I ask the Kelveys just once?"
"Certainly not, Kezia."
"But why not?"
"Run away, Kezia; you know quite well
why not."
At last everybody had seen it except them. On that day the
subject rather flagged. It was the dinner hour. The children
stood together under the pine trees, and suddenly, as they
looked at the Kelveys eating out of their paper, always by
themselves, always listening, they wanted to be horrid to
them. Emmie Cole started the whisper.
"Lil Kelvey's going to be a servant when she grows up."
"O─oh, how awful!" said Isabel Burnell,
and she made eyes at Emmie.
Emmie swallowed in a very meaningful way and
nodded to Isabel as she'd seen her mother do on those occasions.
"It's true─it's true─it's true,"
she said.
Then Lena Logan's little eyes snapped. "Shall
I ask her?" she whispered.
"Bet you don't," said Jessie May.
"Pooh, I'm not frightened," said
Lena. Suddenly she gave a little squeal and danced in front
of the other girls. "Watch! Watch me! Watch me now!"
said Lena. And sliding, gliding, dragging one foot, giggling
behind her hand, Lena went over to the Kelveys.
Lil looked up from her dinner. She wrapped the rest quickly
away. Our Else stopped chewing. What was coming now?
"Is it true you're going to be a servant when you grow
up, Lil Kelvey?" shrilled Lena.
Dead silence. But instead of answering, Lil only gave her
silly, shamefaced smile. She didn't seem to mind the question
at all. What a sell for Lena! The girls began to titter.
Lena couldn't stand that. She put her hands on her hips; she
shot forward. "Yah, your father's in prison!" she
hissed, spitefully.
This was such a marvelous thing to have said that the little
girls rushed away in a body, deeply, deeply excited, wild
with joy. Some one found a long rope, and they began skipping.
And never did they skip so high, run in and out so fast, or
do such daring things as on that morning.
In the afternoon Pat called for the Burnell children with
the buggy and they drove home. There were visitors. Isabel
and Lottie, who liked visitors, went upstairs to change their
pinafores. But Kezia thieved out at the back. Nobody was about;
she began to swing on the big white gates of the courtyard.
Presently, looking along the road, she saw two wiggle dots.
They grew bigger, they were coming towards her. Now she could
see that one was in front and one close behind. Now she could
see that they were the Kelveys. Kezia stopped swinging. She
slipped off the gate as if she was going to run away. Then
she hesitated. The Kelveys came nearer, and beside them walked
their shadows, very long, stretching right across the road
with their heads in the buttercups. Kezia clambered back on
the gate; she had made up her mind; she swung out.
"Hullo," she said to the passing
Kelveys.
They were so astounded that they stopped.
Lil gave her silly smile. Our Else stared.
"You can come and see our doll's house
if you want to," said Kezia, and she dragged one toe
on the grounded. But at that Lil turned red and shook her
head quickly.
"Why not?" asked Kezia.
Lil gasped, then she said, " Your ma
told our ma you wasn't to speak to us."
"Oh, well," said Kezia. She didn't
know what to reply. "It doesn't matter. You can come
and see our doll's house all the same. Come on. Nobody's looking."
But Lil shook her head still harder.
"Don't you want to?" asked Kezia.
Suddenly there was a twitch, a tug at Lil's
skirt. She turned round. Our Else was looking at her with
big, imploring eyes; she was frowning; she wanted to go. For
a moment Lil looked at our Else very doubtfully. But then
our Else twitched her skirt again. She started forward. Kezia
led the way. Like two little stray cats they followed across
the courtyard to where the doll's house stood.
"There it is," said Kezia.
There was a pause. Lil breathed loudly, almost
snorted; our Else was still as a stone.
"I'll open it for you," said Kezia
kindly. She undid the hook and they looked inside.
"There's the drawing-room and the dining-room,
and that's the─"
"Kezia!"
Oh, what a start they gave!
"Kezia!"
It was Aunt Beryl's voice. They turned round.
At the back door stood Aunt Beryl, staring as if she couldn't
believe what she saw.
"How dare you ask the little Kelveys into the courtyard?"
said her cold, furious voice. "You know as well as I
do, you're not allowed to talk to them. Run away, children,
run away at once. And don't come back again," said Aunt
Beryl. And she stepped into the yard and shooed them out as
if they were chickens.
"Off you go immediately!" she called, cold and proud.
They did not need telling twice. Burning with
shame, shrinking together, Lil huddling along like her mother,
our Else dazed, somehow they crossed the big courtyard and
squeezed through the white gate.
"Wicked, disobedient little girl!"
said Aunt Beryl bitterly to Kezia, and she slammed the doll's
house to.
The afternoon had been awful. A letter had
come from Willie Brent, a terrifying, threatening letter,
saying if she did not meet him that evening in Pullman's Bush,
he'd come to the front door and ask the reason why! But now
that she had frightened those little rats of Kelveys and given
Kezia a good scolding, her heart felt lighter. That ghastly
pressure was gone. She went back to the house humming.
When the Kelveys were well out of sight of Burnells', they
sat down to rest on a big red drain-pipe by the side of the
road. Lil's cheeks were still burning; she took off the hat
with the quill and held it on her knee. Dreamily they looked
over the hay paddocks, past the creek, to the group of wattles
where Logan's cows stood waiting to be milked. What were their
thoughts?
Presently our Else nudged up close to her sister. But now
she had forgotten the cross lady. She put out a finger and
stroked her sister's quill; she smiled her rare smile.
"I seen the little lamp," she said,
softly.
Then both were silent once more.
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